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hello

so christmas had passed and..i wasn't excited on christmas day. nothing happened. no snows (obviously), santa (never exist), happiness, and......togetherness. kay just forget it.

anyway i feel like going back to school. Yea i know i beg for holidays on school life but, i think it's better than being alone all day long. I know i'm not alone, there are bro, sis, mom, etc but, i just feel..lonely. i don't know why either, then suddenly i remember what my friend said to me "i dunno why i just feel lonely and sometimes i cry in the middle of the night." yeahh we are in the same boat. But then has everybody ever felt this way? does it make sense when i know that i'm not alone but i feel constantly like i am? either sad or lonely. sigh.

 

and anyway i got a new hair cut a few days ago and now i'm so fucked up with the hair result. my bangs..... my beloved...bangs...and hair. My bangs turn really...weird. so f-ing weird, i think i look like a clown you know. no i'm not exaggerating it's a fact. an ugly truth. and i've been cursing all day since my hair and lovely bangs got cut! ironic. 

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that's all folks. x <3