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i want that hair color. so damn much. and the wave either!

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tomorrow is valentine's day, and i'm not excited. period. lol.

and this is the thing i want it happens on myyy lifeeee

and by the way. how happy i am, that i'm not in love with anybody. i mean, i always check my twitter everyday and look at the timeline. And those people-who-fall-in-love tweet like this: 'i miss youuuu so much' 'eat that love!' 'i want you to be mine' 'call me when you need me, and throw me when you don't' 'fuck the understanding, fuck the relationship, fuck the love' or they're just gonna write a love song lyrics like: 'i've died everyday waiting for you' or blah blah blah. etc. 

I mean, it's so frustrating. I'd ever fallen in love, and it tasted 'yuck'. it's depressing and the pain is indescribable. And that's the reason why i stop loving somebody. Because i think, it's just not the right time. And I'm still a student, and I'm just like 15th. For God sake, it's definitely not the right time. 

But i don't give a damn for those people on my timeline, it is up to them. what i can do is reading their 'broken heart' tweets. whatevaaaa

and i really freakin' fckin' want to lose weighttt ASAP! I'm having a diet at the moment. phew.

anyway, i'm so happy with my Indonesia test result. I get 90. It's just so freakin' hard to get that kind of score with this 'teacher'. She's a bit frightening. lol. 

that's all i thought. i dunno what to write, and there will be more and more exams. gotta study again and again.

xx